I started the site in 1996, and since then it's grown and expanded in concert with my own life and life experiences. Similarly, my self-portraiture has served to document my body and my appearance as I've aged in that time.

As long as I continue to walk this earth, I will continue to add to this site and use it as a showcase for the creative work I produce.

Mirror, Mirror, on the Web - Net exhibitionism and the nature of vanity

So Far - A chronological overview of my life

My Likes and Dislikes - Superficial generalizations

One Is Too Many - My experiences with drug & alcohol abuse and recovery

My Own Private Ithaca - Living with a sleep disorder

Homes I've Lived In

Halloween Costumes

Indecent Exposure - What happened when I modeled nude for an art class

Decent Exposure - Boston, September 1995

Ouch! - The Pros and Cons of Free-balling

Wig Out - New York City, September 1996

Bird Song - Another tale of love and loss

Speed - Montréal, June 1998

Experimenting with Celibacy - Pardoxically an incredibly erotic experience

My First Live Audience - New York City, November 1998

A Life-altering Experience - San Francisco, April 1999

My Second Live Audience - Toronto, May 1999

Reprise - Another trip to San Francisco, May 1999

As Decadent As I Dared - New Orleans, August 1999

Exiled From Sanctuary - Caught having gay sex in m fraternity house, Oct 1999

MIX 2001 - Another year as an exhibiting filmmaker, November 2001

Planes, Trains, and Automobiles - Toaph's Amazing Journey, April 2002

My Turn-ons, Turn-offs, Perfect Man

Creating My Own Email List

Is Homosexuality Immoral? - A Fraternity Discussion

Entering The Lion's Den - Traveling to NYC

Life Without Keys

Buying Shirts

Monday Rant

Frustrations of a Modern Consumer

Misc Commentaries - June 1999